I’ll probably be posting a lot more since my emotions have been compromised, with that being said, a lot of those posts will be deleted after they’re posted.
Holy shit. I haven’t been here in forever.
Just something from a movie called “Take This Waltz” that I watched today. Thought it was amazing.
watch it. rn.
“I just kissed the top of your head, ever so gently
And then I kissed your eyelids, and they fluttered underneath my lips
Just a little
And very, very slowly…
I just grazed your lips with mine
But because you’re married I didn’t dare kiss them
Instead, I worked my way slowly down your neck…
Then kissed every inch of it, and I lingered
Over your birthmark on your left shoulder,
Yeah, that one.
And… I smelled you.
I really inhaled you and I smelled you.
You smelled like you do.
The way you smelled on the plane.
The way you smell right now.
A mixture of sweetness and…fuck
And I kissed your breasts
And I licked your nipples
And I stayed there for about an hour.
And… I was gentle at first,
But I found out how that worked
And you weren’t all that interested in me being gentle
And then I thought to myself
I need to find out how she works.
How every part of her works
And I spent about a week and a half with your body.
And I began to learn and to know it.
Every detail of it
And I played with you before I entered you,
Before I spread your legs and fucked you hard.
I fucked you harder than I wanted too.
But I couldn’t help myself,
And I pulled your hair gently while I rocked inside you.
I fucked your mouth and every part of you
Until we were so intensely fevered
That we couldn’t see straight anymore and…
I filled you with my cum
And I told you again and again…
I love you.
I love you.”
There’s a high possibility I will have a job within the next two weeks.
I have a shitload of coursework & I love it (really not being sarcastic).
Been doing a lot of things by myself & it feels great.
I’m single & not ready to mingle
Really wish I had a proper bike.
I begin my freshman year of college in exactly one week.
& My summer will be overrr..
Not that it was exciting anyway but nonetheless I’m glad its over.
It actually started off pretty shitty, but I got over it.
Focusing on the future.. Or right now perhaps.
And still trying to find happiness.
So here’s to a successful semester!
I kinda want to sleep in tmrw morning.. Rain check?